Im so Sick...

Clogged nose, cant breath ick... Yesterday We took Mikaela to a Shamanic healer.. there were like 6 of them, it was amazing. we shook rattles, there were drums, and all sorts of other crazy stuff. the energy was awsome! I wish i could have enjoyed it more, but 1. sick and 2. her ex was givin me bad vibes. i think he was there for himself, not for her. :( which makes me sad. he's trying to win her back and she;s leading him on. :( not kewl. oh well, nothing i can do. she sill hate me for a while because i confronted him and ask him flat out some stuff... :/ she spends more time with him them me, and so i know who she will pick if it came down to it. it doesnt bother me either for some reason.. maybe because then it would be her decision.

listening to billy idol.... he's so pretty. :)