Today went well. Just posting quickly before GILMORE GIRLS! and SUPERNATURAL! Yes, Im a dork! oh well. work went well, wasnt to crazy, except Mike was on the war path again, but he ignored me for now, so ya. :P

the picture below of the sheep is my Baby Cleo, being adorable. I realized I never put that in. I drew some last night, some decent stuff, and A LOT of crap. ok gatta go! my shows is startin!

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Well, FINALLY have a day off!! :D Yay!! 6 days in a row... plus school.... Gatta clean cages, but I wanna play all day... Im so bad.. I algea scrubbed my moms tank and changed the poor frogs tank.. Im thinking of just algea scrubbing today and making everyone think I did something... maybe do some laundry so it looks like I cleaned up... Im so bad.... :D

Got to see Buckley on Wed. :) It was nice! havnt seen him in FOREVER!!! made me feel alittle better about where Im going from here on out.. wherever that may be... ya know? It feels liek everyone around me has a plan, where to go, what to do, and Im lost. I havnt a clue if Im even smart enough or talented enough for ANYTHING. and I really dont wanna be a PetCo associate forever.. I WONT! I was thinking of doing the Vet Tech thing for a bit... but I dont wanna be killing dogs all day... I really like exotics... oh well...

anywho, off to watch Alton Brown.. yes, my addiction.

So I worked, then went to school, same as usual. in a bit we're supposed to go for coffee, and play with Bonnie, Flea, Katie and maybe Tomoko from my class and Ishah from work. :) yay! Im so tired though I ready for bed now!!

Tomarrow I work 11-7:30, which will be weird for me. :P but atleast I'll get some sleep and get to work on my homework tomarrow. Got some cute pictures of Yahtzee and Twister... Need some new ones of the chins, Reese and Pixi, the pigs and the mouse and hamster. :) wanna keep those picts updated!!!

Today was supposed to be my day off, but I came in, they needed someone to help out, as Ishah couldnt work (darn Docters! lol) and I guess Kristie called in. It was only 4 hours, but Im still wipped... XP how lame is that? Had a whole load of things planned, but did like none of it... did work in y room alittle, and plan on going back in, in a bit.

Went into the natural food store today, and got good stuff for my crabs, gunna make my own crab food! I'll test it on my crabs, and if they like it and do well on it, then I'll start selling it! :D WhaCha! More about it in my crabblog.
I painted my nails today. I know Im gunna knock it all off tomarrow at work, but their so pretty and blue... Not even blue, Carribean Frost! I miss my old Tidal Wave, but it seems they just dont make it anymore :( Poo... Oh well. Tess decided to Re-name her truck. My dad was calling it "Ol' 999" after some train... But Tess has dubbed it "Humma Kavula" after the Charecter on Hitchhikers Guide to the Galazxy! Yes, the Creater of the "Dont vote for stupid" campain, and priest for the Nose cult. Fun!! Poor Darleen is just Darleen.... My little Farm Honda! Im gunna get her a License plate holder that says "When I grow up, Im gunna be a pickup!" :D

Ya.. Im a dork... So I work till friday.. but Im excited I have school tomarrow... CRAP! I have to work on my homework!!! oh well. :D It shouldnt take me to long... shouldnt....

Im really tired today. and cold. Last night Dad picked on me, and tore me to peices emotionaly. Arg... over my room being dirty.. I mean COME ON! Anywho, we screamed and yelled at each other, for a very long time. He refused to listen to me, and I got REALLY frustrated and arg, it was just bad.. now today my mom was kinda goin after... not so bad but like "You know, if you just did it, he would yell at you or me" "I get no help around here, I have to do everything!" and all that fun stuff... XP Not kewl man, not kewl.

Tomarrow I get to clean all my tanks and cages, work on my homework for color theory, and meet with this 4-H kid about Cavy's. CRAP! I have to e-mail Annie!!!!

So I went to the Doctor and decided Im an idiot.. I had a sinus infection, not anything else.. he said it prolly started like 3 months ago, and I should have gone to him when I was REALLY sick... So Im on Amoxycillan... soon to be better!

Last night mom had to much to drink again.. so did dad, and he yelled and both were in REALLY bad moods.. so Tess and I went out for ice cream... it sucks, I cant bitch to my friend because their problems are SO much worse.. And I know im just a weinie for not being able to deal with my problems... :( but I just wanna cry sometimes... well, most of the time.. arg...

Had a kewl idea for a little micro crabitat! using my 5.5, either do a beach scene, you know, plastic palm tree's, coconut hut, shell dishes, white or beige sand and a beach background. or the other is from Hermit Crabs for Dummies, and is a mars theme! Orange sand, rock house, rock dishes, and mars landscape backdrop. :D both would just be so much fun!!! like get 3-4 little micros, and just have fun.

So, Im less paniced about my asthma... I still know nothing, but am gunna go see the Doc on Friday morning. The health boards are no help in mild cases like me.. and honestly, I feel bad even calling myself an asthmatic... I dont get attacks, just get "cough-y" and kind of wheezy.... but not your typical wheezy.... I ca just feel it... but Its just un-comfortable, but like life threatening.... oh well.

Scaring myself to peices with this whole "finding out what my drugs do" thing.. Ignorence IS bliss... Went to Elliots natural foods today to get some Calcium pills, should have been taking those ANYWAYS... And there are so many different kinds!!! I was lost.. So one of the helper guys helped me.. and asked me why i was taking them, so I said it was couse the drugs I was on can cause ostioperosis, and started crying like a baby.. I hate it when I cry.. Im just so scared! Anywho, he's an asthmatic to, much much worse then me, and he recomended this Quercetin + C stuff... Im gunna ask either my un-caring Doc or my aunt who's the ER nurse about it before I invest a load of money.. (its like $17 a bottle!!) but he semed convinced it works...

Im so scared.. I knew i had some sort of asthma, but Im not NARLY as bad as an asthmatic! I mean, I have maybe had 1 real asthma attack in my life that i recognized, and it was after running 4 miles with the crazy PE teacher.. but it wasnt even really an attack, it just was very squeaky noises.... and now Im on all these drugs, which are steriodes and cortasteroides of something like that... *sniff* Im just a worry wort.. I know, Im being irrational.. and yet i cant stop driving myself nuts! And i thought i was able to handle my whole depression thing, and it turns out its my drugs that are helping me.. azmacort couses mania.. which is happynes... arg... oh well. :/

Anywho.. Minerva the oranda is starting to show signs of SBD (swim bladder disorder) like Sharky.. My mom wants me to move her into the 10 with Sharks, but I think its to crowded, and that would be to many nitrates... XP

On a good note, my tongue is much better!

Went out and went to Barnes and Noble with Ishah. Was fun. We had Tacobell, and her hubby compted us our meals, saying we were angry customers. :) very fun. Went and saw The Ringer last night, and the night before rented Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy. Both were AWSOME movies! I was sure the Ringer was gunna be bad.. but it wasnt! :D It was VERY good! Those Olympians were quite sneaky ;) Hitchhikers was awsome to! 42~! anywho.... eerr... I have a new quote to add to my favorites-

"You trust the hunch of a man who's brain is powered by lemons?!"

Yes, yes I do! lol! So dont forget your towel! yes.. Im a dork... My toung hurt for some reason.... like a muscle cramp.. its weird.. it hurts to swollow. Im searching google and maybe I have a vitamin deficiancy? I dunnno....

Have the day off! Ya! I REALLY like days off, ya know? Slept in till 11:00, then Tess and I went out for lunch/breakfast, got some hay for the pasture animals etc. I loaded hay here for the goats, then cleaned all my rodent cages (Well, not the Chins, but they didnt need it yet!) Poor Yahtzee and Twister still have cold, I need to get them in to Dr. McRoberts.
Tomarrow I clean tanks and bowls. Bettas sneed it.. I have neglected them :( My new White Doubletail is so fiesty! He has a load of personality. Ya..... I decided that when I get my cornsnake, I think I wanna cremasicle! their gorgiose. :) But Im kinda scared.. I love snakes, but it seems like they are way more work they I had thought.... And I thought the Rhompheleon was hard!

Hurrah! No work tomarrow, I feel better, and my crabs are all getting along! Whacha! anywho... Gatta get hay tomarrow, and clean cages and tanks. Saterday Im gunna go see a movie with Bid D, and anyone else who wants to get in on the hot D action, lol! err... ya... anywho, Worked my ASS off today, scrubbing and stirring and making that stupid aquatic deptartment look all spiffy... and tomarrow the head hanchos will come in and degrade it... oh well! they can kiss my fuzzy butt.
Trying to plan some happy stuff while Im in a good mood. Im thinking of getting my cornsnake at the reptile show at the end of june or july, and getting a REALLY pretty one. :) I think I wanna yellow one if it could happen. and Im trying to decide which color sand to do in my Crabitat when I change it... and whic tank I wanna upgrade them into, be it a, 18, a 20 high or a 20 long.. I kinda like the thought of a 20 high... :D
Hoping to do some art tomarrow or saterday. Need to do some.... dont wanna fall behind! Been playing my Harvest Moon off and on.. played somethe other night, Im working hard to get into year three... I wanna get moving, get married and all that jazz!! Its a fun game. Im addicted. And yes, Im a tool for Nitendo. WHA! Go corperate brain washing!!! no, not bran washing... wet bran would be ickys. Boy Im random tonight! MMmm! foods here! off like a herd of turtles

Im starting to feel better! No to say Im well, but feeling better. Yesterday Kristy was WONDERFUL and let me go home early. No guilt trip or anything, which was nice. Hopefully Im back to my old self, then I can improve from there. Got 3 new crabs!! Posted in my Crab journal. Very cute guys! think their E's!

Danielle want me to help her set up a fiddler habitat. she says its "ours" but I think its just justification for getting one.. like when I got my hermies, they were mine and Fleas... Im going to start training Jack to be harness trained! My baby chin! He's so cute. but he's crazy (i think its a he, may be a she... I dunno!) Anywho, Jackie Chin (lol) is gunna come with me one day to be harness fitted, then we're gunna work on it! I wanna be able to take him out places, and not worry about him running away! Fleas in vacaville, grooming school. and my sheep need hay... So Im gunna have to buy it again.... XP poo! Gatta get working on those sheeps hooves and stuff.. poor babies!

Gatta get working on my art to. I wanna have most of my portfolio ATLEAST by my birthday. would actually like to have it finished by my birthday and start working for REAL after my birthday! :D See if illistration is my thing!

I have been REALLY sick to my stomach the last few days. Went home early yesterday, much to all the managers dismay, but I seriosly dont care. I work my ASS off over there, and this is only like the 2nd or 3rd time I have gone home early... maybe 4th... in TWO YEARS. and I have only called in twice.. once was for my car accident. Ya, Im a bad ass.
Broke the crabs heat lamp the other day... and the new one isnt very hot. Can read about it in their blog (lucky crabs, have their own blog!) Ack.. Feel like ickies right now... Dad and I are on speaking terms again i think... i never know with that man. He thought mom and I were gunna load up the animals and abandone him here with Tess.. (like we could take her goats without her knowing! she's psychic about them!) Oh well... male PMS... (even though Mom thought he was gunna get his guns and run away to... they need to start comunicating better)
Got 2 packs of Triops at walmart Sunday. Gunna start one up soon. :D Their so cute, In my opinion. like I need more critters. I also wanna try SeaMonkeys sometime... Never had those little buggers!
The dog is sick :( His back is hurting him, and he's acting weird. Mom left out the book Marina (his last owner) kept on him, and its looking like he may have bladder/urinary tract stones again :*( THATS why he's supposed to be on a special diet!! I used to give him stuff, but quit... but Mom keeps thinking "oh any fruit or vegi is fine" and its not.. and Dad was giving him donuts every morning.. and I bought Tess some beggin strips for the dogs she works with and she's been giving him THOSE.... ARG! poor Piper.... plus Mom lets the neighbor give him lamb bones, which dogs shouldnt have anyways... Well, nothing I can do about it now...

Took another lazy day. I feel sick to my stomach again.. have most of the week. Thursday Flea invited me out with her new interest, and Bonnie and her man-whore. We had a load of fun, and stayed out till 2! so I got 4 hours of sleep then headed to work. anyways, we were GOING to go play pool, and when we arrived, it wasnt open. So we went down the street to my friend Stephs house, hung out till about 10:30 when Bryce was gunna meet us (Flea's interest). So we are driving the whole maybe 500 feet back to the pool hall and he calls her asking if we were going, couse the place was closed up, and she said ya, we're there and yadda yadda giggle.
So the place never did open, and we ended up going to Denny's. The food was bad, I got a greasy sampler, Flea got greasy nachos, Bon got country fried steak, Bryce got some pancake-less breakfast (he doesnt like pancke apearently) and Bons-Man_a_whore :) got something... (why cant I remember his name? he's a pretty funny guy....)

So it was something I SOOOO needed. Was so stressed this week its not even funny. Started a Crab-blog for my crabbers. their just such interesting creatures! and Im gunna upgrade their 'tat, and get a cornsnake to put in the 10 :P I wanna corn! their so frikin kewl!

Went to Walmart a while ago, and got some Triops, yet another very kewl animal. Gunna have to start them one day.

Oh ya, almost forgot, the BABY BRIGS CAME!!! and their more gorgiose then I ever could have hoped! Plus, Justine being the wonderfull lady she is, sent an extra Jade!!!! :D I'll add picts of them for you. there they are in the acclimation cup, but it doesnt do justice for their colors. Gunna have to get some good picts!

Stumpy Died today :( broke my heart. And work wasnt hard, but everyone seemed tense... and then I got home and my Dad was on another fucking rampage.... I've had it. Arg.... and I still have 3 more days to go this week at work, and coming home to this...

Rest in peace little guy-

Today I took it easy... Cleaned some fish tanks, watched some TV... Nothing major. Did a hermit crab painting last night, came out kinda kewl, very different then what I usually do. (and it have smooth edges!! :D ) My baby brigs should be in transit, coming soon! WOOT! I also joined Storm Artists... its like deviant, but not so big. Need to get my webby together

Also, I signed up for my classes, and FINALLY paid off last terms... Dad says I dont have to pay my car insurance if it helps with paying for this terms! Yah! and Jack and Rita are gone till March, so the pasture rent wont be due till then.....

This term Im taking Figure drawing and Color Theory! No, no academic classes.... heh... but im hoping Figure drawing wont be as bad as Im expecting it to be.. Im horrible at people. but thats why we take the class, right? and everyone says color theory is great, but challenging. Im up for a challenge.

I watched Rachel Ray and Alton Brown on Food TV today.. MAN! Those people are AMAZING~! and those two in particular make you think you may actually be GOOD at it! Both of them have awsome recepies that are fairly easy to prepare, even for those of us with no $$ and who can burn water (well, not tequnicly the WATER, but the pot....) :) and http://www.foodtv.com is a VERY dangerouse webpage... I'll print out a book in about an hour on there... then go make some Easy Mac.... I love the Idea of cooking, but My moms the chef...

Off then!

So, Happy New Year! Work wasnt so bad, got to talk with people, and basicly, for the first half, the store was empty. :) very nice. Just got mail from Justine of Snails in the Mail, and she's gunna send my baby brigs! 2 grapes and 2 peppermints! :D babies! I love snails, their so cute! andd my baby blacks are doing good, Black Magics kids *sniff* I miss her.... so does Dax... He's trying to get it on with the little black snail, Mauhi... she's a little small for him.... lol!

Anywho, got some REALLY cute crabber picts I just REALLY wanna show off!

Ya.... :) Im Crazy. Oh! I also got a great picture of some of Magics kids-

ARNT THE CUTE?!?