I forgot to post it! Pickles came home at 4:30 am on 6-7!!! :D

:( Reese Passed. She got sick yesterday and passed today.. my poor Reese-peice



My baby.

its 6-6-06 :D

ack..


Still no kitty :( I put up about 50 posters.. and if I dont get any responce, Im going to put up about 50 more on thursday (first day I'll be able to)

Macy's interview tomarrow!!! :D

Told Kristie I was leaving.... she seemed almost TO ok with it... ~_` maybe Im just paranoide... oh well.

Dad wont speak to me. oh well. I'll have to live with the fact he hates me.. I mean, my 30-something year old half sister seems fine with that fact...

My cats been gone since friday :( My poor Pickles.. no one has seen him.

And my Dad has decided that Im all grown up and either need to get my own place to stay or pay him 1/4 of the rent on our house... which is about the same price either way...

Gah.. What am I gunna do? I hope this Macy's job comes through, Because I cant stand petco on top of all this.

Crazy Neighbors. Aurther started screaming at me over the fence this morning about the goats (as I was feeding them) and then tried to start a fight with my Dad. jackass... Freaking crack head, wife beating, dog killing, son of a bitch. he scares the shit out of me.. and I freaked, my Dad got his gun and loaded it with birdshot. We called the police, but they still havnt arrived.. its not an emergency...

What a way to start the morning...

Im waiting for the cops to come to go out to my car...

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to what I've said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cuz its gettin harder and harder to breathe

Harder to Breathe- Maroon 5 ;)

Forgot how much I love that song.

So I hate my co-workers.. not all of them.. not most of them really.. just a few self-centered ones. The ones who throw tantrums int he store when I ask them to HELP THE DAMN CUSTOMERSA BEFORE TAKING THEIR 10'S... and who take MY lunch so they can be with their FUCKING GIRLFRIENDS who are on their FUCKING 10's! Sorry.. Im alittle mad... i mean, if they had ASKED me or the MANGER for my lunch, I would be fine.. but just clocking out and claiming they didnt read the schedual right... AFTER TAKING MY DAMN WATER!! ... arrg.. Im tired and waaayyy to upset over this.. Im very pathetic.

I may soon be gone though.. shhh.. its a secrete ;)

oh yess, I have this awsome line up on my mp3 player...

All because of you

All star

Bad dog no biscuts

barracuda

Blue

Blue Orchid

Bring me to life

Casablanca

:D they all play in that order and are the first things on my list and Im just ESTATIC! ok....